SEVEREBlack cloud embraced the cold haze
Beauty and strong, unbreakable
Like no matter how strong the sun is shining
It can’t break the calmness of the falling water
Grey haze of the morning lead my tiring step
As it hugs and claps
With the severe hypocrite
The gray haze drown has drowned the darkness of my heart
For there’s no use of why we are talking
Because of the closed tightly ears
Tightly wrapped in the crowded of fear
Pushing the eyes from the tears
Emptiness finally showed
Creeping trough the soul
Leave the pain that drives me crazy
Break all the nerve I have
Candy floss can heal it for a while
Fake art from tricky pile
The canvas made up by lie
The frame made up by the blinded heart
Chaos created as a result
As dark as this gloomy haze
Which will stand still
Until the fiction become reality
A Mean Of Loneliness
Opened the window that covered my sight
the sun stare straightly at my blind spot
seeking for the answer
deep inside
the answer that i seek too
a question for the difference
why the sun is different from the thing around him?
why i feel im different?
why everyone push me away?
why we're alone in our pride?
why cant we find the answer?
i glanced at once to the people around
hear the voice but dont know what it means
dont understand what they're talking about
dont understand why they speak so loud
dont know when i can find a time to live my life
The Emptiness
i swam thru my dark side
seeking something i might hide
alight for my darkness
shadow for my loneliness
i couldnt find it
i guess it slipped down with the dawn
i might have to run
to catch the dream i never plan
the dream in the darkness
i cried in the silence
i bring my soul up,
and never looked down
but it never had a differences
cuz al i'll see is emptiness around
Peace in Pain
feel the air of my breath
feel the fear of the tree
fear to fall down to the ground
cuz the wind blown in brown
mixed by the mud
covered with the cloud
while i was standing here
watched all the wind was trying to kill me
but it didn't even move my body
for no reason why i had to be scared
cuz this is the only time where i feel safe
when the dead come to me
and they passed me eventually
cuz God still wants me alive
and all I do just stand here and enjoy the pain
now where the wind really passed me
the birds were singin through my breath
they flown around my head
suddenly the horn of the car screamed so loud in my mind
make me stood still, and wishing
wish there was a tree fell down to the driver
and the driver died
and the car crushed
and i enjoyed my peace, once again
Last deathwish of a hollow
through the blade that roared with me
through the cherry blossoms that blew inside of me
through the blade that caught me down to sea
i dreamed a better life
i dreamed a holy soul
i live without any hole
passed my days without sorrow
and in my dream
i wasn't a hollow
now let me say my last deathwish
to have a friend to cry me out when im vanish
to have a real sword for my cold blood
before my vein frozen immediately
and petrified beautifully
through the cherry blossoms that blew inside of me
through the blade that caught me down to sea
i dreamed a better life
i dreamed a holy soul
i live without any hole
passed my days without sorrow
and in my dream
i wasn't a hollow
now let me say my last deathwish
to have a friend to cry me out when im vanish
to have a real sword for my cold blood
before my vein frozen immediately
and petrified beautifully
